Guilt
I feel guilt for always telling him how much I want to move on with our lives. I feel guilty for being so impatient. I feel guilt because Im not as secure in our relationship as I should be. Im always worried about giving to much and it meaning nothing. I feel guilt what I have given and for what I havent given.

& I know that my problems are making him miserable. Im nagging bitch who is never happy.
Im sorry that I cant figure out how to be content in life...